I don’t need to be scared anymore.
I am loved,
and i love.
He is in my dreams,
in my world.
I know i’m protected in his arms.
In my dreams.
He is with me where ever i go.
We have found each other,
and we will never let each other go.
This is it.
– shira
It is hard to realize when you have made the right choice.
That you think of yourself first.
That you are important as well, maybe even more.
It hurts at first, when you realize it.
When you know.
But, when you decided. When you made that choice.
Everything feels so much better.
Even the world is brighter.
And you are stronger,
Much stronger.
– shira
When it hurts,
It hurts really bad.
Like something is exploding inside of me.
I can’t breath.
Can’t talk. Can’t feel.
Because if i will,
I will just break into small little pieces,
And i’m not sure i could ever go back.
But you can do anything,
you’ll fix this.
Everything is going to be okay, right?
– shira
All i ever wanted was your touch.
To be in your arms once more.
All i ever wanted was to be close to you again.
To feel your naked body against mine.
All i ever wanted was your lips to touch mine.
To feel you staring at me for all days and nights.
All i ever wanted was just to be with you.
To be with you and never let go.
Never let me go.
– shira
Need to get out,
Get out of this madness.
Get out of the darkness surrounding my life.
I will follow your light.
You are the light.
My light.
In this wilderness,
In the mist.
In the darkness inside.
-shira
Everywhere i go, he hunts me.
He always hunts me.
Like a beast waiting to catch her prey.
Her meal.
He hunts me in my dreams, in my nightmares.
He always there.
Waiting for my fall,
Waiting for my slip.
Sometimes, just for a second he is letting me go.
But then he misses me again and comes back to hold me with open arms.
Like he never left.
He is the monster,
he is my tears.
My depression.
– shira
On the next few weeks i’m going to work on the blog.
New theme, new fonts, new logo and much more writing.
It will be a mix of short stories and poems. Hebrew and English.
I even changed the blog’s name.
Hopefully you’ll like it all.
– shira
I didn’t write in a long time. Well, i was doing so many things at this time.
Right now i’m about to produce this commercial for a day called Blind Day– Day of solidarity with the blind. A friend from my advertising class is the director. Shooting are 2 weeks from now. It’s going to be great.
I’m going forward with this BDSM series. Working on it with a friend from class. This is going to be Awesome.
Allso, right now trying to write the script for my finale film. There’s a long way to go with this thing. But maybe it’s for the best, i guess.
And… i’ve started to write for the internet magazine Techslut, which is an Awesome thing. Right now i’m working on a few articles for the magazine. So excited about this.
Just A few Words 