It is hard to realize when you have made the right choice.
That you think of yourself first.
That you are important as well, maybe even more.
It hurts at first, when you realize it.
When you know.
But, when you decided. When you made that choice.
Everything feels so much better.
Even the world is brighter.
And you are stronger,
Much stronger.
– shira
Need to get out,
Get out of this madness.
Get out of the darkness surrounding my life.
I will follow your light.
You are the light.
My light.
In this wilderness,
In the mist.
In the darkness inside.
-shira
Everywhere i go, he hunts me.
He always hunts me.
Like a beast waiting to catch her prey.
Her meal.
He hunts me in my dreams, in my nightmares.
He always there.
Waiting for my fall,
Waiting for my slip.
Sometimes, just for a second he is letting me go.
But then he misses me again and comes back to hold me with open arms.
Like he never left.
He is the monster,
he is my tears.
My depression.
– shira
Just A few Words 